죽어도 못 보내 (I can’t Let You Go even if I Die)

Do you know a group named 2AM from Korea? I love their songs. The songs are so... (I can't explain it with words... hahaha) My favorite songs from 2AM are "죽어도 못 보내 (I can't Let You Go Even if I Die)" and "THIS SONG". Because of that, I wanna share 죽어도 못 보내 (I can’t Let You Go even if I Die) lyrics with hangeul, romanization, and the translation in English (Hope you can confirm it to me if I write it wrongly whether in Hangeul, romanization, or the translation^^). Here the lyrics^^

어려도 아픈 건 똑같아
Eoryeodo apeun geon ttokgata
Even though I’m young, the pain is the same
세상을 잘 모른다고
Sesangeul jal moreundago
Just because I don’t know the world very well
아픈걸 모르진 않아
Apeun-geol moreujin anha
Doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain

괜찮아 질 거라고 왜 거짓말을 해
Gwaechanha jil georago wae geojitmareul hae
Why do you lie, saying it’ll be okay?
이렇게 아픈 가슴이 어떻게 쉽게 낫겠어
Ireohge apeun gaseumi eotteohge swibge natgesseo
How will my heart that hurts this much be healed so easily?
너 없이 어떻게 살겠어 그래서 난
Neo eobsi eotteohge salgesseo geuraeseo nan
How will I live without you? That’s why I

죽어도 못 보내
Jugeodo mot bonae
Can’t let you go, even if I die
내가 어떻게 널 보내
Naega eotteohge neol bonae
How am I suppose to let you go?
가려거든 떠나려거든
Garyeogeodeun tteonaryeogeodeun
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
내 가슴 고쳐내
Nae gaseum gochyeonae
If you can’t fix it
아프지 않게 나
Apeuji anhge na
so that I won’t be in pain
살아갈 수 라도 있게
Saragal su rado ittge
So that I can at least live
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
An dwendamyeon eochapi motsal geo
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
죽어도 못 보내
Jugeodo mot bonae
I can’t let you go, even if I die

아무리 니가 날 밀쳐도
Amuri niga nal michyeodo
No matter how much you push me away
끝까지 붙잡을 거야
Kkeutkkaji butjabeul geoya
I’ll hold onto you until the end
어디도 가지 못하게
Eodido gaji mothage
So that you won’t be able to go anywhere

정말 갈 거라면 거짓말을 해
Jeongmal gal georamyeon geojitmareul hae
If you’re really going to leave, then lie
내일 다시 만나자고
Nae-il dasi mannajago
That we should meet again tomorrow
웃으면서 보자고
Useumyeonseo bojago
That we should meet as we smile
헤어지잔 말은 농담이라고
He-eojijan mareun nongdamirago
If breaking up wasn’t a joke
아니면 난
Animyeon nan
Then I

죽어도 못 보내
Jugeodo mot bonae
Can’t let you go, even if I die
내가 어떻게 널 보내
Naega eotteohge neol bonae
How am I suppose to let you go?
가려거든 떠나려거든
Garyeogeodeun tteonaryeogeodeun
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
내 가슴 고쳐내
Nae gaseum gochyeonae
If you can’t fix it
아프지 않게 나
Apeuji anhge na
so that I won’t be in pain
살아갈 수 라도 있게
Saragal su rado ittge
So that I can at least live
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
An dwendamyeon eochapi motsal geo
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
죽어도 못 보내
Jugeodo mot bonae
I can’t let you go, even if I die

그 많은 시간을 함께 겪었는데
Geu manheun siganeul hamkke gyeokkeottneunde
We went through so much time together
이제와 어떻게 혼자 살란 거야
Ijewa eotteohge honja sallan geoya
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
그렇겐 못해 난 못해
Geureohgen mothae nan mothae
I can’t do that, I can’t

죽어도 못 보내…
Jugeodo mot bonae…
I can’t let you go, even if I die...

정말로 못 보내
Jeongmallo mot bonae
I really can’t let you go
내가 어떻게 널 보내
Naega eotteohge neol bonae
How am I suppose to let you go?
가려거든 떠나려거든
Garyeogeodeun tteonaryeogeodeun
I can’t let you go whether you go or leave, fix my heart
내 가슴 고쳐내
Nae gaseum gochyeonae
If you can’t fix it
아프지 않게 나
Apeuji anhge na
so that I won’t be in pain
살아갈 수 라도 있게
Saragal su rado ittge
So that I can at least live
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거
An dwendamyeon eochipi motsal geo
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
죽어도 못 보내
Jugeodo mot bonae
I can’t let you go, even if I die

Did you know? It's so difficult to write this. I need an hour to post it... Haha...

Hope it will be useful for us^^

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Oleh: Firda Hartanti

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Mengapa Engkau bagaikan bunga penuh duri

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Menjauh dari kehidupan ini

Menjauh darimu yang begitu berarti

Menjauh dari semua hingga kau menyendiri

Ku bawa angin berlabuh ke tepi

Menghindarkan badai yang melampaui

Memusnahkan serangga yang menghinggapi

Mengapa kau anggap aku semut mati

Terkubur jauh dalam peti

Tak tahukah engkau telah melukai

Ketulusan hati yang telah kuberi

Apakah kau begitu membenci

Perhatian dan kasih suci

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Ataukah ini salahku sendiri

Haruskah aku mengintrospeksi

PERLU DIINGAT!!!

Hari ini, aku baca buku, apa lebih tepat dibilang kitab ya? hehe (Dikutip dari buku BUGHYATUL MUSYTARSYIDIN)

Dari buku itu, sepertinya ada beberapa hal yang aku rasa perlu kubagikan. (kan gak enak, ilmu disimpan sendiri, hehe) Begini nih infonya dan PERLU DIINGAT!!!

~HAL-HAL YANG PERLU DIHINDARI KETIKA BUANG AIR KECIL ATAU BESAR~

• Meludahi kotoran yang keluar; karena dapat menyebabkan was-was, gigi kuning, dan penyakit yang berhubungan dengan darah.
• Bersiwak atau sikat gigi ketika buang air; karena dapat menyebabkan lupa dan buta.
• Duduk lama ketika buang air; karena dapat menyebabkan penyakit liver dan bawasir.
• Buang ingus ketika buang air; karena dapat menyebabkan tuli.
• Menggerakkan cincin ketika buang air; karena dapat menyebabkan tuli.
• Berbicara tanpa hajat yang darurat; karena dapat menyebabkan kemurkaan.
• Membunuh kutu ketika buang air; karena akan hidup bersama setan 40 hari melupakan dzikir kepada Allah S.W.T.
• Memejamkan mata ketika buang air; karena dapat menyebabkan kenifakan.
• Membuang batu bekas istinja' dan sejenisnya ke kotoran yang keluar; karena menyebabkan terkena penyakit angin.
• Melepas gigi palsu dan meletakkan kedua tangan di atas kepala; karena menyebabkan keras hati, hilang rasa malu, dan penyakit lepra.
• Bersandar ke dinding ketika buang air; karena dapat menghilangkan sinar wajah dan perutnya membesar.

Sekiranya hal itu perlu diperhatikan dan dilakasanakan^^ Sekian dulu info yang dapat saya sampaikan dari buku tersebut (Kaya' pidato aja... hehe)

Happy Birthday Song Lyrics

My 17th birhday will coming soon. But I'm not sure there will be a person that sing "Happy Birthday" song to me... LOL

So, I wanna sing it by my myself first (So funny... LOL)

Now, I wanna share happy birthday song lyrics in many versions (I got it from some sources) 😀

1. Indonesian version

Selamat ulang tahun kami ucapkan

Selamat panjang umur kita kan doakan

Selamat sejahtera sehat sentosa

Selamat panjang umur dan bahagia

2. Greek version
na zisis FIRDA kai hronia polla
megalos na ginis me aspra mallia
pantou na skorpizis tis gnosis to fos
kai oli na lene na enas/mia sofos!

may you live long .....
may you grow old and have white hair
give to everyone the light of knowledge
and may all say: here is a wiseman/woman!

The melody is completely different from the english song.

3. Norwegian Version
Gratulerer med da'n
Gratulerer med da'n
Gratulerer kjære FIRDA
Gratulerer med da'n

But there is also a more Norwegian version:

Hurra for deg
som fyller ditt år,
ja, deg vil vi gratulere!
Alle i ring omkring deg vi står,
og se nå vi vil marsjere,
bukke, nikke, neie, snu oss omkring,
danse for deg med hopp og sprett og spring,
ønske deg av hjertet alle gode ting
og si meg nå hva vil du mere?
Gratulere!

4. Palestinian Arabic Version

sana Hilwa, ya gamiil,

sana Hilwa, ya gamiil,

sana Hilwa, ya FIRDA

sana Hilwa, ya gamiil

This is exactly the same song we sing in Palestinian Arabic (except that it's closer to Helwa than Hilwa). We even pronounce the g the Egyptian way!

If we were to pronounce the words the Palestinian way, we would say "sane Hilwe ya jamiil," but we don't.

5. Russian Version
you would do a walk-around dance, like Ring Around the Rosie, as you are singing it

Как на FIRDA День Рожденья
Испекли мы каравай
Вот такой ширины
Вот такой вышины
Каравай, каравай - кого хочешь выбирай

6. Romanian Version

Multi ani traesca, multi ani traesca.

La mutli ani!

Cine sa traesca, cine sa traesca.

La mutli ani!

FIRDA (the name of the birthday boy/girl) sa traesca, FIRDA sa traesca.

LA MULTI ANI (x3) (pronounce every syllable hard).

Just some corrections... the imperative of "a trăi" (to live) is "trăiască" (2nd person singular that is... - "may you live"). Therefore, the song goes:

Mulţi ani trăiască, mulţi ani trăiască

La mulţi ani!

Cine să trăiască, cine să trăiască?

La mulţi ani!

FIRDA să trăiască, FIRDA să trăiască!

La mulţi ani!

The is also another song which goes like this:

La mulţi ani cu sănătate

Să vă dea Domnul tot ce doriţi

Zile senine şi fericite

La mulţi ani să trăiţi!

In case anyone might be intrested here's a somewhat literal translation...

Many years with/in health

May God give you all you desire

Serene and merry days

Many years may you live!

7. Tagalog Version

Maligayang bati

maligayang bati

maligayang maligayang

maligayang bati

8. Irish Version (The writer hopes that she is remembering it correctly... haha)

Shona breathla' dhuit

shona breathla' dhuit

shona breatha' a FIRDA

shona breathla' dhuit

9. Findland Version

Paljon onnea vaan,

paljon onnea vaan,

paljon onnea FIRDA

paljon onnea vaan.

Instead of this, in many families they are used to sing a verse of a popular folksong.

Sä kasvoit neito kaunoinen

isäsi majassa

kuin kukka kaunis, suloinen

vihreellä nurmella.

Literal translation:

You grew, pretty maiden

in you father's hut

like a beautiful, sweet flower

in the green meadow.

And of course, instead of the word "neito" (=maiden), the name of the hero will be uttered.

10. Dutch version

Wel gefeliciteerd,

Wel gefeliciteerd

Wel gefeli- wel gefeli-,

Wel gefeliciteerd

the most canonical Dutch variant would be "Lang zal hij/ze leven":

Lang zal hij/ze leven

Lang zal hij/ze leven

Lang zal hij/ze leven in de gloria.

In de glo-ri-a, in de glo-ri-a.

Hiep hiep hiep hoera. (x times depending on the new age, or just three times when the person is too old to go all the way. )

There's another one, far less common to my impression:

Er is er één jarig, hoera, hoera!

Dat kun je wel zien dat is hij/zij.

(I'm sure that's not all of it, but I don't know the full lyrics, I'm afraid.)

11. Venezuela Version

¡AY, qué noche tan preciosa! Es la noche de tu día, todos llenos de alegrías en esta fecha natal. Tus más íntimos amigos que esta noche te acompañan, te saludan y desean un mundo de felicidad. Yo por mi parte te deseo lleno de luz este día, todos llenos de alegrías en esta fecha natal. Y que esta luna plateada lleve su luz para ti y ruego a Dios porque pases un Cumpleaños Feliz... Cumpleaños feliz te deseamos a ti, cumpleaños (nombre del cumpleañero), cumpleaños feliz.

12. Polish Version

To say the truth I know of at least five Polish songs that can be sang on birthday, sto lat is just the most important. But as I am in a choir, we sing all of them alltogether:

Niech mu gwiazdka pomyślności nigdy nie zagaśnie (echo: nigdy nie zagaśnie)

A kto z nami nie (zaśpiewa / wypije) niech (pod stołem zaśnie / go piorun trzaśnie) x2

Sto lat, sto lat, sto lat, sto lat niechaj żyje nam (hej!) x2

Niech żyje nam, niech żyje nam

w zdrowiu, szczęściu, pomyślności niechaj żyje nam.

I jeszcze jeden i jeszcze raz

sto lat, sto lat niech żyje nam

sto lat, sto lat niech żyje nam (the whole rhyme once again, but melody changes)

and finishing are two version of one song, one for girl's birthday and one for guy's.

girl's:

Niech jej życie słodko płynie, jak Wisła do Gdańska + echo

Niech jej cnota twardą będzie, jak skała tatrzańska + echo

uuuu... tatrzańska, uuuu... tatrzańska

Niech jej cnota twardą będzie, jak skała tatrzańska

guy's:

Niech mu życie słodko płynie, jak Wisła do Gdańska + echo

Niech mu wąsik zawsze stoi, jak strzała ułańska + echo

uuuu... ułańska, uuuu... ułańska

Niech mu wąsik zawsze stoi, jak strzała ułańska

hmm, translation... would go roughly like this:

Let the his prosperity star never dim

And who is not (singing / drinking) witjh us, let (him fall to sleep under the table / let the lightning strike him) x2

Hundred years... hej! is a shout similar to hey, but means joy, aprovement

May he live

in health, happiness and prosperity may he live.

I jeszcze jeden i jeszcze raz

sto lat, sto lat niech żyje nam : and another time, and once again, may he live hundred years

girl's:

Let her live flow "sweetly" as Wisla (Polish biggest river) to Gdansk (Polish port town)

Let her chastity (I'm quite sure the meaning here is not virtue )be strong as tatra mountain

uuuu... is a quite funny sound, similar to with which you would mimic ghost

guy's:

Let his live flow "sweetly" as Wisla to Gdansk

Let his moustach be straight as lancer's arrow

and repetition

13. Korean Version

생일 축하 합니다

생일 축하 합니다

사랑하는 FIRDA

생일 축하 합니다

14. Persian Version

Tavalodet mobarak (repeated, on the tune of Happy Birthday)

Tavalod- tavalod- tavalodet mobarak (2 times)

mobarak mobarak tavalodet mobarak (2 times)

bia sham'ha ro foot kon ke sad sal zende bashi (2 times)

(come blow the candles (so) that you (may) become a 100 years)

15. French Version

Bon anniversaire / Nos vœux les plus sincères / Que ces quelques fleurs / Vous apportent le bonheur / Que l’année entière / Vous soit douce et légère / Et que l’an fini / Nous soyons tous réunis / Pour chanter en chœur / Bon anniversaire

I Love Super Junior

Do you know Super Junior from Korea? I really love Super Junior (I'm an ELF since 2007)^^

I feel something is not complete for me if I didn't post Super Junior member's profile... Haha

Anyway, my bias in Super Junior is Eunhyuk (I'm a Jewel) and Yesung (And also a Cloud)^^ But I like them all 15 (Including Zhoumi and Henry from Super Junior M) How about you?

I realy like their songs, personality, talents, and all about them. I don't know what to say... My life is full with something about Super Junior... Haha

Anyway, this is the member's profiles^^

Leeteuk
• Real Name: Park Jung Su
• Religion : Christian
• Birthday : July 01, 1983
• Height: 178 cm
• Weight: 59 kg
• Blood Type: A
• Casting: Starlight Casting System 2000
• First Appearance: 2000 MBC "All About Eve"
• Trivia: He is the leader and the oldest of Super Junior. He was the first member of Super Junior that was accepted into SM Entertainment.

Heechul
• Full Name: Kim Heechul
• Nickname: Cinderella
• Birthday: July 10, 1983
• Religion: atheist/agnostic[2]
• Height: 179 cm
• Weight: 60 kg
• Blood Type: AB
• Hobbies: poetry, drawing comics, computer games, eating alot
• Trivia: He is currently a sophomore at Sangji Yongseo College.

Hankyung
• Birthday: February 9, 1984
• Height: 181 cm
• Religion : Atheist
• Weight: 66 kg
• Blood Type: B
• Hobbies: martial arts, dancing, Chinese traditional dancing, ballet
• First Appearance: May 2005, Fashion Show F/W general idea by Bum Suk
• Trivia: He lives in a dorm with Heechul and Kibum separate from the other members. His idol is Andy Lau; he also admires Lee-Hom Wang and Jang Donggun.

Yesung
• Real Name: Kim Jong Woon
• Religion : Catholic
• Birthday: August 24, 1984
• Height: 178 cm
• Weight: 64 kg
• Blood Type: AB
• Casting: Starlight Casting System 2001
• First Appearance: November 1999, Chunan Gayoje Gold Statue

Kangin
• Real Name: Kim Young Woon
• Religion : Atheist
• Nickname: Raccoon
• Birthday: January 17, 1985
• Height: 180 cm
• Weight: 70 kg
• Blood Type: O
• Casting: 4th SM Youth Best Selection Best Outward Appearance 1st place 2002
• First Appearance: May 2002, SBS "A Man And A Woman"
• Trivia Fact: He MC's for "M!Countdown" with bandmates Eeteuk and Shindong. He celebrated his 100th day as a DJ in mid-June, 2006. He currently DJ's for "Chunbangjichuk Radio" where Super Junior members often visit as guests.

Shindong
• Real Name: Shin Dong Hee
• Religion : Christian
• Birthday: September 28, 1985
• Height: 178 cm
• Weight: 90 kg
• Blood Type: O
• Casting: 9th SM Youth Best Selection Best Comedian 1st place, Wholeness Compensation 2005
• First Appearance: July 2002, Goyangsi Yout Dance Part Daesang/Compensation
• Trivia Fact: MC's for "M!Countdown" with Kangin and Eeteuk. He mixes the songs and choreographs for most of the Super Junior dances.

Sungmin
• Full Name: Lee Sung Min
• Religion : Christian
• Nickname: Sweet Pumpkin
• Birthday: January 01, 1986
• Height: 175 cm
• Weight: 57 kg
• Blood Type: A
• Casting: 1st SM Youth Best Selection Best Outward Appearance 1st place 2001
• First Appearance: 2002 Survival Audition HeeJun vs. KangTa Battle of the Century
• Trivia: His love for Sweet Pumpkins earned him his nickname. He started martial arts in high school and taught himself how to do nunchucks. Before the debut of TVXQ and Super Junior, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, and Xiah Junsu of TVXQ were meant to be in a R&B group called "Daeneb" (pronunciation), but it fell through.

Eunhyuk
• Real Name: Lee Hyukjae
• Religion : Christian
• Nickname: Monkey
• Birthday: April 04, 1986
• Height: 175 cm
• Weight: 57 kg
• Blood Type: O
• Casting: Starlight Casting System 2000
• First Appearance: 2000 Goyangsi Youth Dance Business Contest Gold Statue
• Trivia: Due to the fact that his real name was the same as a very established and famous Korean comedian, SM Entertainment issued him a stage name. He is a very close friend with Kim Junsu from DBSK and went to the same elementary, middle school together.

Donghae
• Full Name: Lee Donghae
• Religion : Christian
• Nickname: Pinocchio ;Fishie
• Birthdate: October 15, 1986
• Height: 177 cm
• Weight: 58 kg
• Blood Type: A
• Casting: 3rd SM Youth Best Selection Best Outward Appearance 1st place, Wholeness Compensation 2001
• First Appearance: November 2005, SBS "Shin DongYop's There is There Isn't" panel
• Triva: He is close friends with U-Know Yunho of TVXQ. His father, who he hadn't seen for two years due to his training as a singer, passed away on August 8, 2006 due to chronic illness. He was put into a five member group with Leeteuk before the debut of Super Junior, but it fell through. Some of the names for that group were "OK", "Smile", and "Pricor".

Siwon
• Religion : Christianity
• Nickname: Simba
• Birthday: February 10, 1987 (Siwon's real Birthday is actually on April 7th,1986, but his parents decided to register him on Feb. 10, 1987 for some reasons)
• Height: 183 cm
• Weight: 65 kg
• Blood Type: B
• Hobbies: singing, dancing, watching movies, Taekwondo, Chinese (language), playing drums(Recently (9/3/06) Si-won performed with another SM Group, The TRAX on SBS Inki-gayo as the drummer since their drummer and letter in their group Rose(R) left the group.)

Ryeowook
• Full Name: Kim Ryeowook
• Religion : Christian
• Birthday: June 21, 1987
• Height: 173 cm
• Weight: 58 kg
• Blood Type: O
• Casting: CMB Youth ChinChin Festival Popular Reward 2004
• First Appearance: June 2004, MBC "Starry Night" Contest 1st Place

Kibum
• Full Name: Kim Kibum
• Religion : Christian
• Nickname: Snow White
• Birthday: August 21, 1987
• Height: 179 cm
• Weight: 58 kg
• Blood Type: A
• Casting: Starlight Casting System 2002
• First Appearance: April 2004, KBS "April Kiss" TV Series
• Trivia Fact: Kibum lived in the United States for five years and attended Santa Monica High School in California. He also has an IQ of 138 (Happy Sunday Heroine 6 on 7/2/06)

Kyuhyun
• Full Name: Cho Kyuhyun
• Religion : Christian
• Birthday: February 03, 1988
• Height: 180 cm
• Weight: 68 kg
• Blood Type: A
• Casting: Chin Chin Singing Competition, 3rd place
• First Appearance: "New Single Jacket Photoshoot" (news on television)
• Trivia Fact: He was added to Super Junior right before their 200th day Anniversary. He was discovered at a Chin Chin Singing Competition and featured in the video of a remake of TVXQ's song "Hi Ya Ya" with other Chin Chin idols. He is currently a Modern Music major at Kyunghee University.

SUPER JUNIOR's RANKS
(just my opinion)

Vocal Ability Ranking (according to members’ voice, breath etc:
1. Kim Jongwoon (Yesung)
2. Kim Ryeowook
3. Cho Kyuhyun
4. Lee Sungmin
5. Lee Donghae
6. Kim Youngwoon (Kangin)
7. Park Jungsoo (Leeteuk)
8. Choi Siwon
9. Kim Heechul
10. Kim Kibum
11. Lee Hyukjae (Eunhyuk)
12. Shin Donghee (Shindong)

Dancing Ability Ranking:
1. Lee Hyukjae (Eunhyuk)
2. Lee Donghae
3. Shin Donghee (Shindong)
4. Lee Sungmin
5. Park Jungsoo (Leeteuk)
6. Kim Jongwoon (Yesung)
7. Kim Kibum
8. Kim Heechul
9. Kim Ryeowook
10. Cho Kyuhyun
11. Choi Siwon
12. Kim Youngwoon (Kangin)

Physical Appearance Ranking (overall fineness of facial features):
1. Kim Kibum
2. Lee Sungmin
3. Kim Youngwoon (Kangin)
4. Lee Donghae
5. Choi Siwon
6. Kim Heechul
7. Park Jungsoo (Leeteuk)
8. Cho Kyuhyun
9. Kim Ryeowook
10. Kim Jongwoon (Yesung)
11. Lee Hyukjae (Eunhyuk)
12. Shin Donghee (Shindong)

Overall Ability Ranking (not including acting):
1. Lee Sungmin
2. Lee Donghae
3. Park Jungsoo (Leeteuk)
4. Kim Jongwoon (Yesung)
5. Lee Hyukjae (Eunhyuk)
6. Kim Ryeowook
7. Cho Kyuhyun
8. Kim Heechul
9. Kim Kibum
10. Shin Donghee (Shindong)
11. Choi Siwon
12. Kim Youngwoon (Kangin)