My 18th Birthday... Thank you all :)

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When I hear the ringing sound of the phone
The sound of their voices
Unable to hide a longing heart
Courageously they called
The sun smiles, the moon smiles
It’s like they’re watching over our love
Feel it with your heart
How much I’m in your heart
Speak with those lips
For a long while
Saying that you’ve come to love me

Though we get angry over little things when we meet
We let go of the anger
I turn around and smile to myself
The birds whisper, the flowers whisper
Looks like they’re jealous of our love Feel it with your heart
How much I’m in your heart
Speak with those lips
For a long while
Saying that you’ve come to love me
The capacity of our love Inside your eyes
The capacity of your love
My love overflows inside you
Feel it with your heart
How much I’m in your heart
Speak with those lips
For a long while
Saying that you’ve come to love me
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Maybe that song that come in my mind at Tuesday, March 27th 2012. yeah, that's my 18th birthday. I hope someone will accompany me at that day. It's a little bit different with my 17th birthday. I feel something more special in my 17th birthday than in my 18th birthday. In my 17th birthday, many people just like my family, my friends at school, and my other friends that live in long distance from me, give me special memories in my 17th birthday (someone called me in the midnight just to sing "happy birthday song in 17 language", the other one called me and sing "happy birthday song" beautifully, the other one texted me in the half of awake just to give me support to make my life better, and many others). But it's so different this year. Only my family that remember that day. I don't think that all of my friends that last year give me some good memories still remember about my special day. It's just such a dissappointment from me. The people that I think my best friends that always comfort me just disappear like a wind... I think they already forget about me since we already apart after graduation. It's so bad. At that special day, I wish there is someone that still remember about my birthday and said:

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Do you have a wish, yeah...
Tell me,
ever more
One-sided love, yeah...
This isn't right
You got to have me
Everything in the world
Will help If you so desire for it

Hey What's up
My sweet girl
Oh no
With a tender feeling
In the sky
The two of us above the clouds
Our hands locked in promise
Oh I love you

It hurts so much, doesn't it
Knowing by yourself
In this spacious world
The feeling that
I just fell off I was happy even just with looking
With a heart that couldn't date you
Staying up all night, sobbing
I want to confess
I just wanted to be loved
All things I've wanted and hoped for
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And I think it'll just be an imagination in my mind. LOL

Over all, I still thanks to God that blessed me and still give me a chance to make my life better than before. I also thanks to my entire family that always support me in the way to reach my success. Thanks for all my friends that ever acompany me in the half of my life... Thanks all, although I celebrate my 18th birthday by myself (because I live far from my family), I still happy that I ever have friends like you all (namely: Sabrine from Tunisia, Erlina from Palembang, my classmate in accelerated class, and "someone from England that sing happy birthday song in 17 language in my 17th birthday")^^